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| User: | shadowdoomed (14302967) ~ Underneath The Cyanide Sun ~
I unlit the light to embrace the dark |
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| Name: | Carla Rettich | ||||
| Location: | Nova Friburgo, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil | ||||
| Birthdate: | 1986-01-10 | ||||
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| Bio: | Layout by:  ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} poisonedlayouts"I'm this suffering kind of poet who can't write any poems."  I am a 22-year-old Nursing student who has a fascination of Psychiatry and Mental Disorders. I'm a language freak. I love English. I think it's one of the most beautiful languages in the world; I have studied it for five years and do whatever I can to improve it. I love Finnish as well. Being able to speak it is one of my biggest dreams. And just for the record: I'm not particularly fond of Portuguese. I love poetry and I love to write. I'm an aspiring poet; I've been writing poems since I was fourteen. I wrote mostly in Portuguese back then, but I just can't do it anymore. Whenever I try to write something in Portuguese, it turns out horrible. Now I only write in English. I hate sports. I rather exercise my brain reading a good book. I don't like food. I don't like to eat; probably because I've had serious problems with food in the past. Unfortunately, I've got to eat to live so I avoid meat when I do so. I'm a vegetarian. I drink ridiculous amounts of coffee and water everyday; and by ridiculous I mean huge. I love tattoos. I have eight of them and plan to get a few more soon. And since I'm a die-hard HIM fan, the Heartagram is one of my carved-in-flesh poems. I am a full-blown Atheist. Don't waste your time trying to convince me that God is love and Jesus will save us all. I used to be very interested in Paganism/Wicca/Witchcraft, though. As a matter of fact, four of my tattoos are Pagan symbols. "I don't like life, I like music. And music is my life, which I don't like."  Melancholy. That should be my middle name. I'm not depressed all the time. I don't enjoy being miserable. I just think a gloomy outlook on life enhances creativity. Let me put it this way: I'm sort of messed-up, but it's not necessarily a bad thing... I'm a lone wolf. I'm not the kind of person who goes out partying every night to get completely hammered. I don't smoke, I don't do drugs and I don't drink. I hate alcohol, by the way. Me and my friends don't share the same interests so I usually spend my free time at home on my own; sometimes I read, sometimes I surf the net; most of the time I listen to loud music. And I do prefer the isolation. Music is my life; it's probably my best friend and I don't think I can live without it. The saddest songs are like therapy, a wonderful way to get in touch with my inner self. I like the effect they have on me and the strong emotions they evoke. "I'm striving for happiness bit by bit, song by song."  As I have already mentioned: I love HIM. They are the best band ever; I get total peace of mind listening to their music. I worship Ville Valo for numberless reasons; that's not a secret… And the fact that I can’t stand fangirls is not a secret either. So, if all you can talk about is Ville’s hotness, don’t waste your time adding me, because I’m going to ignore you. And just for the record: I don’t even think he is that hot. In case you’re wondering, you don’t need to be a HIM fan to be my friend. Well... I think that's enough. If you want to know me, feel free to add me as your friend. I love meeting new people.  Support love. On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day!       Click here to post this on your page or 'blog | ||||
| Memories:: | 75 entries | ||||
| Pictures: | over 20 public | ||||
| Interests: | 36: black, books, coffee, day dreaming, english, europe, fairies, fanfiction, finland, finnish, foreign languages, heartagram, helsinki, him, internet, literature, love, love metal, lyrics, music, night, philosophy, poems, poetry, psychiatry, psychology, reading, rock, romance, romanticism, scandinavia, slash, tattoos, vam, ville valo, writing | ||||
| Schools: | Universidade Estácio de Sá - Juiz de Fora, Minas Gerais, Brazil | ||||
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| Mutual Friends: | 24: cattereia, chicuinqira, clockworkplum, dilligaf93, enelyamelwasul, gothic_pinup, himfanatic88, jaana_de_valo, jen_sweetheart, mc_valo666, monique_dorazio, mrsparklepants, nicky_valo, rakaudella_jen, riverofgloom, shadowdoomed, sharon_d_adel, sohvi616, t_marshmallow, umsoprodevida, venus69doom, villegirl17, villes666, xxxvalvasxxx | ||||
| Also Friend of: | 3: feie15, madforcolin, slasher48 | ||||
| Member of: | 19: __vam, concert_share, cynicallyxsweet, ecstatic_agony, heartagram_doom, him_share, lolfinns, marshmallowcons, originallysweet, poisonedlayouts, satanistlayouts, the_vpc, valo_daily, valo_doom, villeicons, villevalofics, villies_beanies, wtf_history, xswaniconsx | ||||
| Account type: | Plus Account | ||||
